I might be starting my post with a Hannah Montana quote…
But it pretty much sums up what I’ve learned on the past weeks.
First of all, hey everyone!
I’m sorry I left you for so long. I travalled as soon as my tests were over, and then time flew by… And here I am today. Trying to write a post about how I’ve been doing. Haha.
Oh, well. It turns out that my grades weren’t so good this bimester. Which made me pretty upset for a few days.
I’m actually glad I wasn’t able to post when I first got my report. It would’ve been a pretty depressive post. And, trust me - you don’t want to see me acting like a major Debbie Downer. I can play that part pretty well, if you let me.
It’s ok, though. I mean, grades weren’t so hight - so what? Grades don’t define me. I’m much more then a bad grade in physics. Plus, there’s always the next bimester to dominate. 2nd bimester, beware – I OWN you! :)
Onto more exciting news, I’ve been attending English classes twice a week for a month now, and I’m loving it! It feels so good to be able to speak English and not be stared at. I absolutely LOVE English!
Recovery-wise, it’s been hard. I know they say that, when our bodies reach a healthy weight, they’re likely to mantain that weight… But that hasn’t happened to me yet.
Numbers say I’m at a healthy weight. But, apparently, my body doesn’t get that. My weight fluctuates a lot. I mean, literally. I can gain or loose about 3kg every week. And it all depends on how much I’ve been eating. It’s so annoying… my pants fit me, don’t fit me, then fit me again. Mom doesn’t want to buy me new clothes – she probably thinks I could afford to gain more… But I don’t want to. I’m done with the “eat, eat, eat” mentality. And everyone’s commenting on how great I look – they say I’ve gotten my “healthy glow” back. And I’m not even annoyed by those comments! I don’t consider those “real compliments”, but I no longer feel “atacked” or hurt.
Hopefully, it’s just a matter of time.
Until then… I’ll go with “fake it ‘till you make it” ;)
Food-wise… I’ll let you guys see for yourselves!
I promise to be back as soon as possible, but as you can probably tell, studies will be a big part of my life until July! Wish me luck, peeps :)
See you all in a bit!