Good Evening, y´all.
Gosh, how I´ve missed daily posting. It feels like I can finally talk about some less serious stuff in here… Hehe.
I mean – there are a million things I´d like to share with you!
First – remember when I told you all that my Mom was pregnant?
I´M HAVING A BABY BROTHER!
Yeeeeeep - it´s a BOY!
After 3 girls… I know, she´s brave. Haha.
But it´s true – a 40-year-old woman having her 4th child… It was pretty much a surprise to all of us (including herself! It was an accident).
The baby is supposed to be borned on late August/early September. I´m already beyond excited!
Anyhow… Enough about baby Miguel (his name will be Miguel! Ok, I´m done…).
Moving on to thing number two: school starts next Monday.
I know. Ugh!
BUT, I should remember what Tica said (my Biology Teacher - she´s lovely!). We only have about 4 months until the end of the school year. Our second semester flies by, according to her. I´ll soon be a junior! YAY (or nay?)!
Thing number three…
I should be honest now.
I know I´m not trying hard enough. I haven´t been trying hard enough. I admit it.
It´s just that the last comments I received… Encouraging ones…
They made ED feel happy. Happy for convicing me I was actually doing the right things, following the right path. When, in fact, I wasn´t.
I should know that a banana, half a tbsp of rolled oats, salads and a slice of whole-wheat quiche isn´t enough. Not for a 15-year-old teenage girl, not for a woman, not even for a kid. Let alone myself, recovering from an ED and in desperate need of weight gain.
I know it´s not too safe to build a meal-plan by myself, but since I do want to recover by myself…
I think I need some advice. I mean… I´m 15. I´m about 5’2 tall or so. I weight XX lbs (ok, so I don´t feel comfortable sharing this number with the world… at least, not yet).
How much do you guys think I should eat?
I have a number in mind, just so you know. But I wanted to be a bit more sure.
So, yeah. I think that´s enough for a post :)
What I ate today… I know it´s still not enough, though… I feel pretty embarassed to post this, but here we go:
Whole Wheat Vegetable quiche with lettuce, tomato slices and a whole tomato on the side for lunch (I woke up by noon… I know, LATE!)
I ate… ta-da-da-da… FRO-YO! Medium-sized, with THREE toppings! It had papaya slices, mango slices and pineapple slices. It was 0%fat and 0%sugar, but still… I was a bit proud for not having the small one without any toppings :)
Dinner was two slices of whole wheat bread, two slices of turkey blanquet and a slice of ricotta cheese. Sandwiched.
… plus a small slice of quiche and a pear. A pretty juicy one, by the way!
I swear I wanted to have a snack. But I feel so full… And guily for eating so much courses for dinner… Tomorrow´s a new day. And it will be better, I swear.
See you guys tomorrow, loves!
Thanks for the always-sweet comments :)