What if I don´t have anorexia?
What if I´m actually healthy? Normal-sized? Fit?
Could it be?
I just got back from my therapist appointment. It was terrible…
But something that she said caught my attention.
She asked me what did I normaly eat, on a regular basis. And I told her what I had eaten a few days ago…
-1/2 container of non-fat plain yogurt with 1/2 a granola bar
-small slice of spinach pie, steamed veggies
-little piece of grilled chicken, tomatoes, carrots, beets
And here´s what she told me:
“Hum… Ok. That´s actually pretty healthy. That´s not too low at all.”
I´m just really confused right now… Everyone (from the family) says I have anorexia, that I have to put on a few pounds, that I´m way too thin…
If this is true, why did she say that? Why do I feel no one except for my parents thinks I´m too thin?
I remember that back in January, when I went to see that nutritionist, she told my Dad I didn´t really have to gain any weight. But, if I (my Dad) wanted to, she could give me a special diet so I could gain about 6 pounds (to stay on a healthy weight).
It all makes sense now… But, at the same time, it doesn´t.
Am I sick or not?
Oh, gosh. I´m sorry to bother you guys again, but I´d really love to hear your thoughts. Your opinions. Advices?
Thank you, lovies. For reading, listening to what I have to say. For all the help you´ve been giving me.
Believe me, I appreciate that. So. much.
I hope you all have a great Friday…